It is no secret that I avoid my hometown, and it is no secret that my family + I are not as close as I would like to be. ⁣
⁣ Yet recently I felt God pressing on me to come home and work on those relationships. To rebuild, restore, and restructure. Yet with Covid-19 I had no idea how that would be possible or what that even looked like. ⁣

+ then all the sudden doors open very quickly because with God all things are possible. So I booked a one way flight, packed a suitcase + flew out the next day to my hometown in Northern BC. ⁣

Romans 12:1 says Let us strip off every weight that is slowing us down. The weight that was slowing me down was me avoiding rather than making peace, avoiding rather then rebuilding. ⁣

In order to move forward I needed to heal things in the past. Without healing there would be a hindrance to my growth, my calling, + my God given purpose.⁣

Hebrews 12:14 says ⁣
Strive for peace with everyone, and for the holiness without which no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one fails to obtain the grace of God; that no “root of bitterness” springs up and causes trouble, and by it many become defiled. ⁣

I’m so thankful that God calls things out of me, that he is truly worried about my inner being not being at my full capacity, and that he calls me to deal with things inside of me rather then just living day to day in ignorance of my inadequacy.


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